Patience

I've been dealing a lot with patience lately. Patience on school and where specifically I should head, patience on marriage and if it will ever happen, patience on having any kind of time to write, patience on work and if I'll ever find any and more recently, patience on illness and how if you don't slow down and let yourself heal, you'll only get worse. You know up until recently I didn't think I had a problem waiting. I don't mind slow traffic. Waiting in lines has never bothered me. I order things in the mail all the time and never fuss too much about the wait. Unless it's coming from China and takes 3 months. That's always disappointing. But when I got a simple cold, I wasn't going to let it slow me down. Turns out I may have missed out on more because I didn't stop and rest. So if anyone reads this don't make the same mistake I did when it comes to getting sick. Or you could end up having a sinus infection. Or possibly something worse. As far as the other things? Well, I finally have time to write while I'm sick. Though it's not what I planned, I've gotten a few things done. School? Eh, still waiting for my brain to come in the mail for that one. It's supposed to be a Ph.D. I'm thinking someone stole my mail though, haha. Marriage? Well, nothin' yet. But who's to say he isn't right around the corner. Work? I actually have come up with a solution for that, I just need to get well first. So there you have it. A little update on me and the lesson of Patience I've had to deal with. Maybe when I get through all of this waiting,- nope, nope I'll always be waiting for something. Perhaps I will learn to live with it.

Psalms 46:10
"Be still and know that I Am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!"